It’s not easy. Every run, I start out well intentioned and focused and
as I run farther, I start to drift off and fall back into my comfortable, less
efficient form. I berate myself for
falling off the wagon, regroup, and continue on with the new form several times
during a single workout. Muscles being
used in slightly different angles/positions start to protest. I start to long for mindless running
again. But then, I realize I’ve engaged
more of my body to run better. I can
feel my stride becoming more efficient, and I surge forward with renewed hope
for success.
As I struggle to make this new running form my own, I realize
that this is no different than other times in my life when I have “changed form”
– leaving home and going to college, becoming a wage earning adult after
college, diving into management of other people, getting married, becoming a
mom, adopting a more fit lifestyle…it’s really all the same process.
Changing form requires motivation, patience, perseverance,
and an ability to adapt. It requires
acceptance of the fact that various failures and some pain along the way are likely
and that adaptation is necessary for permanent change. We don’t just say we are going to change and
it happens suddenly – we have to work at it.
Never expect to change form overnight – find your motivation and remind
yourself why you are changing every day; be patient with the process and
yourself; and persevere. You can do it.
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